最近非常的不开心:( 生命似乎没有一样事情可以赞美神的.已经被妈妈赶出家门有一段日子了.愤怒,失望,悲伤.....许许多多的情绪充斥着我的脑袋. 加上工作压力, 喜乐已是我许久不见的朋友.
有时候, 我们听神的话语企图荣耀神的大能, 去做一些宽恕与原谅的工作, 结果我们反而被伤害了.信心在这个时候, 受到了巨大的考验. 我们开始怀疑神的话语, 怀疑他的恩典甚至开始怀疑他对我们的爱.我们处在顺服与不顺服之间, 许多问号开始浮现在我们的脑海. 我想我现在就是处在这个阶段:( 我从来不怀疑神对我的爱, 就算生命是多么的困苦. 我只是不明白为什么我要受那么多的试炼! 是因为神对我特别有信心吗? 还是神觉得我好欺负!!!!
读到这里, 你们开始为我担心了吧...放心, 我还是爱神的, 只是发发牢骚而已.
如果我们的生命没有神, 我相信我们会更悲哀因为连埋怨的对象都没有. 有神的应许, 至少我们的生命还有盼望不对吗? 没有盼望的生命才是世界上最悲哀的事.
来玲
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
A WISH CAME TRUE
It was one of my wishes to bring my ageing parents away for a good tour without having them walk too much. I chose Perth & the South West, since this is one place where we can drive around to see nice sceneries.
As some of you may know, this was a pretty stressful trip having to manage 2 old folks and a 2 ½ yr old baby with me, Celina and Cindy. My mind was pre occupied with how I should manage and handle every situation, how I can mobilize the gals to help the old folks and the child.
We have many things to give thanks to God though many unexpected happenings occurred and some of which are shocking.
My dad bleed twice (toe and hand), and towards the end of the trip, he caught a flu, became very breathless and was not even able to stand on his own. We tried to call for doctor but there was no network, almost resort to drive out to the hill top where there is network in the dark evening. Thank God that my dad felt better and for sending a big red spider in front of our house to block me and Celina from driving out late. Went to Pemberton hospital the next morning and realized that no doctors were available, found a clinic but doctor didn’t want to see any new patient. The nurses in the hospital were helpful and helped to check my dad’s BP and blood sugar. After confirming it was ok, we headed towards Perth. He rested for a day in bed before we could bring him out to see the Perth doctor and after which he continue to sleep through the days. Thank God for restoring him on our last day, he had appetite again, he could walk a little again. But most of all, thank God for allowing him to still enjoy the fresh air and nice sceneries in the earlier part of the trip and keeping his heart healthy throughout all these.
Just before the trip, my mom had flu and was feeling unwell. Nothing interests her and this was quite a discouragement to start off the trip. Nevertheless, we went as per planned.. Throughout the trip, she started to recover and warm up and begin to show interest over the trees, plants, flowers. Thank God for my mom being a great help to take care of baby and my dad in the night. For guarding Cindy, my dad and the baby when they were “approached” by a fierce looking friendly dog. For cooking our favorite dish ginger chicken & pork and for helping to clear the dishes when the rest of us were busy. Through this trip, I realize she also don’t really fancy animals…. It helps me to know her even better after so many years.
Cindy and Celina were great help. The luggage and dishes every night were our greatest enemies. But with the help of these 2 angels, we managed them better and better each day.
Both caught flu yet it was such a joy sleeping with the 2 sick and ticklish gals. Though we all hate the hard work, no one complained. Thank Celina for guarding us against the dogs, the kangaroo (for me) and for chasing out the millipede. Though she was not too good with bats though (my dad were our hero). Celina was our protector cum bell girl cum shopper cum dish washer for the trip. Cindy was good with Ji Ji, and with her keeping Ji Ji company really relieve me and my mom. She had her breakthroughs with worms and cockroaches. She is our slipper killer cum baby sitter cum ah gong walking stick.
Ji Ji, our baby, was such a good gal during the trip. Despite being sick on our way back, she knows how to take care of my mom and dad. She didn’t throw much tantrum but was cooperative during the whole trip. She was really a joy to the family, whenever we are in a new place, we would have to sing a song together as she will get everyone of us to hold hands and sing “I love you, You love me, We are one big family…” Every morning she brought joy to us, though she seldom cry, some of us love to hear her crying as it was just so “baby”. She was able to converse with a “Bee hunter” even though they each don’t understand what the other person is saying. Babies just have such power =)
Thank God for my other families (Sandy, Chai & Lye Lin) for waking up so early to send us to the airport.
Thank God for Nick who gave us so much free grapes from his farm even though we were just strangers. But walking through the vineyard with him was a real encounter with colorful spiders…. (the rest left me alone through this suffering) but enjoy the fruit of my labor (free grapes). I still remembered him telling me that the Lord gives and He takes for everything belongs to Him. That came from a man who owns 2 big olive farms who understands that it was all because of God’s provision. I asked the Lord to bless him a double fold since he was so generous towards His daughter (me la).
Thank God for all the apartments and cottages, though some were pretty happening with bat, but all were nice. Thank God for the penguins (Sunshine and No 22), you added joy to our trip. For the Chinese Manager at the Fish Restaurant who offered us free rice and for the rainbow. Thank God for the weather, for the journey mercy and for having us avoided the bomb scare. It was a good trip indeed and thank God for the wish come true.
My dad went for a blood test and x-ray when we were back in Singapore. The breathlessness was just caused by the flu and this really gives me the greatest relieve and comfort. Thank you, Lord for Your faithfulness in seeing us through this entire journey. Thank You.
Jasmine
As some of you may know, this was a pretty stressful trip having to manage 2 old folks and a 2 ½ yr old baby with me, Celina and Cindy. My mind was pre occupied with how I should manage and handle every situation, how I can mobilize the gals to help the old folks and the child.
We have many things to give thanks to God though many unexpected happenings occurred and some of which are shocking.
My dad bleed twice (toe and hand), and towards the end of the trip, he caught a flu, became very breathless and was not even able to stand on his own. We tried to call for doctor but there was no network, almost resort to drive out to the hill top where there is network in the dark evening. Thank God that my dad felt better and for sending a big red spider in front of our house to block me and Celina from driving out late. Went to Pemberton hospital the next morning and realized that no doctors were available, found a clinic but doctor didn’t want to see any new patient. The nurses in the hospital were helpful and helped to check my dad’s BP and blood sugar. After confirming it was ok, we headed towards Perth. He rested for a day in bed before we could bring him out to see the Perth doctor and after which he continue to sleep through the days. Thank God for restoring him on our last day, he had appetite again, he could walk a little again. But most of all, thank God for allowing him to still enjoy the fresh air and nice sceneries in the earlier part of the trip and keeping his heart healthy throughout all these.
Just before the trip, my mom had flu and was feeling unwell. Nothing interests her and this was quite a discouragement to start off the trip. Nevertheless, we went as per planned.. Throughout the trip, she started to recover and warm up and begin to show interest over the trees, plants, flowers. Thank God for my mom being a great help to take care of baby and my dad in the night. For guarding Cindy, my dad and the baby when they were “approached” by a fierce looking friendly dog. For cooking our favorite dish ginger chicken & pork and for helping to clear the dishes when the rest of us were busy. Through this trip, I realize she also don’t really fancy animals…. It helps me to know her even better after so many years.
Cindy and Celina were great help. The luggage and dishes every night were our greatest enemies. But with the help of these 2 angels, we managed them better and better each day.
Both caught flu yet it was such a joy sleeping with the 2 sick and ticklish gals. Though we all hate the hard work, no one complained. Thank Celina for guarding us against the dogs, the kangaroo (for me) and for chasing out the millipede. Though she was not too good with bats though (my dad were our hero). Celina was our protector cum bell girl cum shopper cum dish washer for the trip. Cindy was good with Ji Ji, and with her keeping Ji Ji company really relieve me and my mom. She had her breakthroughs with worms and cockroaches. She is our slipper killer cum baby sitter cum ah gong walking stick.
Ji Ji, our baby, was such a good gal during the trip. Despite being sick on our way back, she knows how to take care of my mom and dad. She didn’t throw much tantrum but was cooperative during the whole trip. She was really a joy to the family, whenever we are in a new place, we would have to sing a song together as she will get everyone of us to hold hands and sing “I love you, You love me, We are one big family…” Every morning she brought joy to us, though she seldom cry, some of us love to hear her crying as it was just so “baby”. She was able to converse with a “Bee hunter” even though they each don’t understand what the other person is saying. Babies just have such power =)
Thank God for my other families (Sandy, Chai & Lye Lin) for waking up so early to send us to the airport.
Thank God for Nick who gave us so much free grapes from his farm even though we were just strangers. But walking through the vineyard with him was a real encounter with colorful spiders…. (the rest left me alone through this suffering) but enjoy the fruit of my labor (free grapes). I still remembered him telling me that the Lord gives and He takes for everything belongs to Him. That came from a man who owns 2 big olive farms who understands that it was all because of God’s provision. I asked the Lord to bless him a double fold since he was so generous towards His daughter (me la).
Thank God for all the apartments and cottages, though some were pretty happening with bat, but all were nice. Thank God for the penguins (Sunshine and No 22), you added joy to our trip. For the Chinese Manager at the Fish Restaurant who offered us free rice and for the rainbow. Thank God for the weather, for the journey mercy and for having us avoided the bomb scare. It was a good trip indeed and thank God for the wish come true.
My dad went for a blood test and x-ray when we were back in Singapore. The breathlessness was just caused by the flu and this really gives me the greatest relieve and comfort. Thank you, Lord for Your faithfulness in seeing us through this entire journey. Thank You.
Jasmine
Saturday, April 19, 2008
知道吗?
知道吗?
我们其实好幸福
有好爱好爱我们的天父
有好爱好爱我们的耶稣
有好爱好爱我们的圣灵
还有好爱好爱我们的妈咪
这位妈咪
坚强, 聪慧, 能干,自信
却也有自卑傻气的时候
这位妈咪
贴心, 开朗, 乐观, 让人感觉舒服
却也有软弱伤心的时候
这位妈咪
告述我们可以`偶尔`叛逆 (她说她能谅解因为自己是过来人)
但当我们叛逆的时候
她的心却碎了 (可见她有多爱我们)
这位妈咪
默默付出 不求回报
在她身上 看到了神的爱与恩典
是神赐于我们生命的祝福
感谢妈咪
把耶稣带进我的生命
照亮了我生命阴暗的角落
让我的生命从现曙光
感谢妈咪
悉心浇灌 陪我成长
让我对神多了一份认识
对生命多了一份感恩
感谢妈咪
让我感受 被爱被接纳
让我明白 生命的宝贵
感谢妈咪
一路上陪着我
让我在失落的时候 听我倾诉 投与谅解的眼神
让我受伤的时候 让我有歇息的地方
妈咪 我爱你
你永远是我的妈咪
我们其实好幸福
有好爱好爱我们的天父
有好爱好爱我们的耶稣
有好爱好爱我们的圣灵
还有好爱好爱我们的妈咪
这位妈咪
坚强, 聪慧, 能干,自信
却也有自卑傻气的时候
这位妈咪
贴心, 开朗, 乐观, 让人感觉舒服
却也有软弱伤心的时候
这位妈咪
告述我们可以`偶尔`叛逆 (她说她能谅解因为自己是过来人)
但当我们叛逆的时候
她的心却碎了 (可见她有多爱我们)
这位妈咪
默默付出 不求回报
在她身上 看到了神的爱与恩典
是神赐于我们生命的祝福
感谢妈咪
把耶稣带进我的生命
照亮了我生命阴暗的角落
让我的生命从现曙光
感谢妈咪
悉心浇灌 陪我成长
让我对神多了一份认识
对生命多了一份感恩
感谢妈咪
让我感受 被爱被接纳
让我明白 生命的宝贵
感谢妈咪
一路上陪着我
让我在失落的时候 听我倾诉 投与谅解的眼神
让我受伤的时候 让我有歇息的地方
妈咪 我爱你
你永远是我的妈咪
Friday, April 18, 2008
丽薇
女儿, 妹妹, 挚友 应该怎么称呼你呢 ? 总之你在我心里非常重要就是了. 我为我们的每一个关系来感谢主 也要感谢你 .
最近，我常常想起过去的事，你还记得吗 ？
我们不大认识那时我就脸皮厚厚的给你工作上的劝导
看到你在工作上成长很高兴， 却因为你对付不了难搞的同事而生气
每一天一起吃同一道午餐， 我看只有我们办得到
为了很小的headcount discrepancy吵架， 第一次听到你的怒喊，好可怕哦
一起到Tasmania 旅行 为看到下雪，彩虹，满山美丽的郁金香 而欢呼， 又为了怕
你不满意而在山波上摊排， 可是我觉得那几十天听同一个CD果然是神的安排
带领你认识他可真是个奇妙的事 我只能不住感谢
每一次听你得分享我都好感动，心里充满感谢， 我也好想听到主唱歌给我听哦
一起跳水上芭蕾。。
一起在云南打雪仗，喝酒，上高山，吸氧气，为吃水果而吵但却让我们不被奇怪的电视吓倒
一起到 Perth 看星星，日落，大海，牛羊，向主欢唱 太写意了
一起谈心，为彼此哭泣，互相勉励
有你这位朋友，真的是神的恩典
还有， 有了你，鸡鸡，爸爸和妈妈 还有姐姐也得到了多一份祝福
虽然我们是那么的不同， 但却因为我们的执着让我们更珍惜彼此。
虽然还有那么多的事要唠叨你， 但你对我还是依然那么的宝贵。
在你那里我看到神的真实，也感受到主那温柔的爱。
在你回去的日子里，虽然我们会在不同的地方，但要记得， 我们会在这里为你和妈妈， 家人祷告，所以你要坚强， 我相信你会度过这场 风浪。也许你感觉迷惘， 但我知道主一定会伴随着你。
还有无论我们靠近与否，你都会在我最珍贵的角落，所以在这里，送给你我们很喜欢的那首歌。。
最珍貴的角落
謝謝你燦爛笑容
照亮我的天空
謝謝你分享心情
把我放在你心中
夜裡有時為寒冷
你我生根同暖土
友情是最亮的星
我的生命從此美麗
當你被花朵包圍盡情歡欣
我帶春風使你舞其中
當你正走在坎坷路
我會伴你在左右
一起向藍天歡呼 向白雲招手
我們要一起笑一起哭
千萬人中有個人懂我
你有最珍貴的角落
Jasmine =)
女儿, 妹妹, 挚友 应该怎么称呼你呢 ? 总之你在我心里非常重要就是了. 我为我们的每一个关系来感谢主 也要感谢你 .
最近，我常常想起过去的事，你还记得吗 ？
我们不大认识那时我就脸皮厚厚的给你工作上的劝导
看到你在工作上成长很高兴， 却因为你对付不了难搞的同事而生气
每一天一起吃同一道午餐， 我看只有我们办得到
为了很小的headcount discrepancy吵架， 第一次听到你的怒喊，好可怕哦
一起到Tasmania 旅行 为看到下雪，彩虹，满山美丽的郁金香 而欢呼， 又为了怕
你不满意而在山波上摊排， 可是我觉得那几十天听同一个CD果然是神的安排
带领你认识他可真是个奇妙的事 我只能不住感谢
每一次听你得分享我都好感动，心里充满感谢， 我也好想听到主唱歌给我听哦
一起跳水上芭蕾。。
一起在云南打雪仗，喝酒，上高山，吸氧气，为吃水果而吵但却让我们不被奇怪的电视吓倒
一起到 Perth 看星星，日落，大海，牛羊，向主欢唱 太写意了
一起谈心，为彼此哭泣，互相勉励
有你这位朋友，真的是神的恩典
还有， 有了你，鸡鸡，爸爸和妈妈 还有姐姐也得到了多一份祝福
虽然我们是那么的不同， 但却因为我们的执着让我们更珍惜彼此。
虽然还有那么多的事要唠叨你， 但你对我还是依然那么的宝贵。
在你那里我看到神的真实，也感受到主那温柔的爱。
在你回去的日子里，虽然我们会在不同的地方，但要记得， 我们会在这里为你和妈妈， 家人祷告，所以你要坚强， 我相信你会度过这场 风浪。也许你感觉迷惘， 但我知道主一定会伴随着你。
还有无论我们靠近与否，你都会在我最珍贵的角落，所以在这里，送给你我们很喜欢的那首歌。。
最珍貴的角落
謝謝你燦爛笑容
照亮我的天空
謝謝你分享心情
把我放在你心中
夜裡有時為寒冷
你我生根同暖土
友情是最亮的星
我的生命從此美麗
當你被花朵包圍盡情歡欣
我帶春風使你舞其中
當你正走在坎坷路
我會伴你在左右
一起向藍天歡呼 向白雲招手
我們要一起笑一起哭
千萬人中有個人懂我
你有最珍貴的角落
Jasmine =)
Thursday, March 27, 2008
现在是凌晨四点钟，不知为何我失眠了。脑里有着许许多多的烦恼和问号，一整夜缠绕着我。我想可能最近发生太多事了，一时不能接受。从妈妈的中风，Jasmine爸爸的心脏病加上丽薇母亲得癌症的残酷事实，让我不禁对生命的无常感到非常的恐惧。我们的生命是如此的脆弱，病魔轻而易举就可以把我们打倒。圣经说我们的年与岁都在神的手里，在世上的每一秒都是神的恩典。身为基督徒的我们是不应该对死亡感到恐惧的因为我们知道世界的完结也等于天国的开始。但是我们也只不过是普通人，我们除了拥有神的救恩跟非基督徒没什么两样。圣经对地狱的记载让我们知道那是一个多么恐怖的地方，烈火无时无刻地焚烧着我们，那将是永久的折磨。当我们知道我们未信主的家人将遭到这样的折磨时，我们的内心是多么地心疼和恐慌。我们只能迫切地为他们祷告，希望上帝能打开他们的心门让救赎进入他们的生命。我想世界上最可怕的不是病魔而是我们知道我们将和我们的亲人相隔两地。看到我们年迈的父母，一天比一天衰老，一天比一天脆弱，我们的内心是何等地害怕，害怕救恩还未淋到他们，他们已离开这个世界。上帝知道我们的隐忧，我相信他比我们更爱我们的父母所以他一定会保守他们的生命直到他们可以认识他。让我们继续为我们未信主的家人祷告吧！不要放弃因为上帝一定会聆听我们的祷告的。。。。。我相信。
来玲
Monday, March 17, 2008
拍戏乐趣
还未成为基督徒的时候，只要一碰到下雨，我就会很懊恼因为担心无法完成今天的拍摄。感谢主，认识他后，我已懂得去欣赏他所创造的天地万物。在拍摄前，我都会为天气，演员，摄影组，助导和自己祷告，求上帝保守我们在每一样事项上。有了上帝的平安就算是台风，我也不害怕。那天在外景的时候，我们拍摄到一半，天又下起了雨，大家只好在亭子下躲雨。为了打发无聊的时间，大家都拿出各自的名牌手提电话与摄像机进行互拍。哈哈！现在让你们观赏一下我的杰作。
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
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